Dreaming

Today I'm supposed to write about the last dream I remember having.

I don't remember too many of my dreams, but when I do, I usually remember them in detail. Sometimes I feel like they mean something and I try to get an interpretation of the dream, but sometimes, I feel like they are really random and weird or just dreams based on what I saw earlier in the day or maybe something I'm nervous or stressed about.

The last dream I remember having was last week. It was about Liam and I think had to do with the fact that we are going out of town to Savannah this weekend and it is our first trip without baby and I am nervous about it.

In my dream, Daneil and I were leaving to go to Miami for a vacation and we stopped by his dad's house to drop Liam off. When we got there, I remember staring at every part of him and bawling my eyes out because I was going to miss being without him so much. Then, I don't remember clearly how it all happened, but Liam kept falling on his head and we were freaking out. He was never hurt, but again, I think with our weekend away I'm just being a paranoid mom. I know Liam will be in great hands with his grandpa, but it will be my first night spent without him and it isn't just one night, but two. I don't want to think about it anymore because it makes me all sad already. I know we will have a fabulous time away and it will be really refreshing and is much needed, but I also know on Sunday I will not be able to get that sweet boy in my arms quick enough! Oh Lord help me to enjoy this time away and not cry over him the whole weekend! LOL I'll be fine!


My whole body, from head to toe, is sore today. Insanity is definitely the toughest workout I have ever done, but it is also my favorite. Last night I hit a level that I never thought was possible. We were in the middle of the workout and I physically didn't feel like I could continue on, but I closed my eyes, concentrated on the main guy (Shawn) and pushed as hard as I could. I screamed out for help a few times, but I pushed through as much as I could. It helped having Melissa saying she couldn't believe I was still going and Daneil saying "that's my baby momma" haha! I love him! This morning I can feel my body screaming, but I know things are happening. I feel so great and I tried putting on my pre pregnancy jeans last night and I could button them without sucking in! They are still a little snug, but I know I will be in them very soon and that is what keeps me encouraged! I never thought I would be able to stick to working out, and I won't lie it has been very hard some days; but I'm proud of myself for sticking with it and so blessed to have Melissa there to encourage and push me not to give up!

Finished the first book of Hunger Games this week and moving on to the Second soon! I love this series! I don't know what I'll do when it is over! If you have never read it, I highly recommend it. Even if you have seen the movie, it is so much better to read the book. You get to know the characters on a different level and get in the mind of Katniss a lot more. It's a really great read, and I hear gets better with the second and third! So excited to move onto the next one!

Blog Challenge is coming to an end in a couple of days...but I have lots of ideas and questions that were submitted that I will begin to talk about next week. I will be taking the weekend off to spend time with the family, but on Tuesday, I will get back into it! If you have any ideas or questions that you want to see me write about, you can still send them my way! :) Thanks everyone for reading! It means the world!