Last night was the first night ever that Daneil spent a night away from Liam and I will say it was a tough one for me. Before having a baby I didn't like being away from my husband overnight, but since then, it is so much harder. It's almost like after a baby we have developed a deeper bond in our marriage and life just isn't the same when he isn't there. I had no appetite, I laid in the dark for a while with tears in my eyes just wishing he was there to snuggle. I started to realize how much help he REALLY is to me especially after a long day at work...he does so much for me and Liam and he takes a lot of stress off of my plate...Liam's bath time wasn't the same, his evening snuggles weren't the same...I just so appreciate him and all he does even more now! And I'm so blessed to have people in my life that are willing to be there for us when we need them. I do not know how single moms do it, but I have so much respect for them! I was talking to my Spiritual Mother last night and telling her how hard it was and how when you are so in love with your best friend and soul mate, it is hard to enjoy things without them. He was all I thought about last night and although I missed him like crazy, I put Liam in bed with me and held him in my arms all night...he wasn't feeling very well because he is really starting to teethe and that made being without Daneil even harder, but being close to Liam and smelling his baby smell comforted me so much! However, I cannot WAIT to get off work and run into my husbands arms again!!!
I woke up this morning not feeling so well but I had a busy day at work so I had to suck it up and I'm pushing through. I'm on my lunch break now and hoping the next 3.5 hours fly by for me!
Ok, Day 14: Do you have any birth marks, scars, tattoos, piercings?
I have what they call a "stork bite" on the back of my head which is a birth mark...it's just a red birth mark and all my brothers and sister have it...and now little Liam has it too! :) I don't have any scars that I can think of and I don't have any tattoos...I've seriously considered getting a tattoo on my foot or behind my ear, but I know I could not go through with it because it is too permanent for me and I feel like I would change my mind and regret what I got eventually lol Daneil really wants one though but I am not sure he will ever do it...if he does, I might but it will be something that can be easily covered. As far as piercings go...I have two in each ear and my cartilage pierced in my left ear. I had my belly button pierced for 10 years, but when I got pregnant I took it out and it closed up! :( I may get it re-pierced if I ever get a flat tummy again! ha! I would love to get another in my ear, but that's about it on the piercings!
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
First night without daddy!
Posted by Jessica Hinds at 10:16 AM
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